you are loved

Self Awareness comes at a great cost. This awareness is frequently an awareness that one fears and avoids the cost.  We do this because we truly believe we cannot afford the cost and that one cannot pay.  We become thieves taking what we feel we need from others and hide from them and ourselves that we are doing so avoiding the awareness which has the ability to set us free from living dishonestly.  This is very hard to do. We fear that if we are discoverd that we will cease to exist, be rejected from love, that we will be alone.  God's love requires us to "get caught".  We cannot receive love if we avoid this awareness.  It may take you your whole life to avoid this notion, yet it would serve you well to ask God to shine his light into your life and expell the darkness.  You are a slave to fear if you do not slow yourself the courage to ask God to reveal your sin and separate it from you with His word.  You are loved!

At 12:40 6/24/12 I was writing you a song.

What I said a year ago is exactly what I am doing today. It feels good to move forward. Anyone can dream and feel inspired by dreaming, this is a basic human trait. It is another thing altogether to persevere through hardship in the moment only to find that you are there in the present feeling the present. Dreaming is not living. Living is Living. We must begin to live and trust God in the present. I am the biggest dreamer of them all. "Dreams come through much activity"